Mengenal-Mu

Mengenal-Mu

Bila buka mataku dan lihat wajahMu kuterkagum
Bila kulihat hidupku dan karya tanganMu kutersanjung
Kar'na semua yang baik dalam hidupku itulah karyaMu
Kau b'ri kesempatan yang baru

Dan ku ingin mengenalMu Tuhan
Lebih dalam dari s'mua yang kukenal
Tiada kasih yang melebihiMu
Ku ada untuk menjadi penyembahMu


當我睜開我的雙眼
仰望主的榮面　
滿心感謝

主因你大能的雙手
改變我的生命　
你愛不變

喔主　
你奇妙恩典
充滿每一天
你的美好作為
讓我
能重新為你活

我願
能更深認識你　我主
我深渴聖靈你美好同在
沒有任何能與你　相比
我願一生歌唱敬拜　耶穌我主



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nope ur not seeing things. its still my blog though its all indonesian and chinese... its the lyrics for a very nice worship song in indonesian. and of cos the translation in chinese. never sang it in english before so i realli dunno... u can find this song on imeem =)

who understands?

in the sch com lab now. im supposed to be studying but my mind is too burdened to get any work going.

1 year in council, it has been the most exciting but yet to a certain extent extremely torturous. i lost myself in the course, or have i? i've changed to become someone different, sumone more mature, less impulsive, but all these while trying to fit into a stereoype, its stifling. i nv once said it out but i feel that now eveything is over i have some right to let these feelings loose. no one realli understands. no one would noe what its like to live a life that isnt defined by yourself. so much for a cca that lets u decide what u want. i din realli have a say in who i want to be - everyone else decides for me.

no doubt being the president has empowered me to empower others- to a certain extent. but it is truly my regret to not be able to get into the lives of so many others. my contributions- are they really significant? what have i done for college? what have i done for council? who recognises?

i told myself never to look back at council regretting, but now the regrets overcome the satisfaction. i just need abit more assurance and affirmation. it din come. who understandas the pain of being the president? who understands the pain of having to be the bad guy?